how fuck n mess up my life even do I always said I'm tired with ever crap that is happening, there still a small portion said I won't trade it with a million bucks... because in between the hardship of life I have found wonderful people and story of my own...my story of life ....Alhamdulillah.....but then I'm still hurt mix up with happy... 

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a choice to choose......                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         the minority loose, identity was sold, a soul was badly injured could be gone could be dead..... pe org nk tengok kita bgi...in kn pentas dunia semua org mengjangka buruk maka buruk seseorg itu dimatanya.... yg baik dh lme hilang.....welcoming the game ripper since I lost in the world of gamble my trust was trash.... and the little amount of a good side was sold 

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I found myself in some pathetic life where I lost everything right now.... as I fuck up everything....I miss so much everything mostly the people before this life happen...the life of the past couple of nights until tonight I don't know how to react...... please give me a hint....please......please I'm not good with words and I can't read ur mind as I can't even read my..... please....please because I starting to given up and left everything if everyone thinks its the best.... 

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SOS

"S.O.S."

Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
I'm shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?
Listening

I've been stranded here and I'm miles away
Making signals hoping they'd save me
I lock myself inside these walls
'Cause out there I'm always wrong
I don't think I'm gonna make it
So while I'm sitting here
On the eve of my defeat
I'll write this letter and hope it saves me

I'm stuck in my own head and I'm oceans away
Would anybody notice if I chose to stay?
I'll send an SOS tonight
Wonder if I will survive
How in the hell did I get so far away this time
So now I'm sitting here
The time of my departure's near
I say a prayer
Please someone save me

I'm lost here
I can't make it on my own
I don't wanna die alone
I'm so scared
Drowning now
Reaching out
Holding on to everything I know
Crying out
Dying now
Need some help

Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?

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Ranjau liku

its been too long hidup bedikari atas kaki sendiri hempedu ditelan kaca disimpan gelap cerah perjalanan redah tampa dikenal ranjau berliku dihadapan umor sejengkal tpi terasa mcm berabad perjalanan....sejujurnya ak dah tak mampu teguh bediri kaki baik buruk dh xde beza sbb semua lihat ak tampa mata... an tahu hanya tuhan mmpu menilai kita tpi hakikat ak manusia kilaf penuh hitam dri putih... ak naz..nurrul nazira 

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Ya Allah ak be nazar seandai urusanku pd permulaan pembelajaran ku di permudahkn ak akan Cuba apa yg terdaya me no long mereke yg akan masuk k tempt ni sebagai mne kau telah permudahkn untuk Ku amin

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Ya Allah Ak akui me ng ak langsung jauh dari mu.. ak xreti nk redakn kemarahan dlm hati.. sejujur ak tak tahu dah dmana tempt ku.. ak tahu kau mendengar isi hati Ku...ak perlukn mu dalm hidup Dan matiku... yaAllah jangan kau tinggalkn ak

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