Saturday, March 26, 2011

a story about me....

okak tahu korng keliru dgn salah silah famliy ak kan..
so meh ak ceritakn serba sedikit..
hidup ak ni sangat unik...x semua orng
dapat menjalani hidup macam ak...
ak cite sikit jew ye x leh banyak2
nnti x de lgi lak privacy lak....

ok name ak nurrul nazira binti mohd azan
ank bongsu dari dua beradik
name mak nooridah binti ismail..
nie famliy ak yg betol yg melahirkn n yg mengajar ak menjadi manusia
ibu ak merupakan seorng ibu tunggal
seorng suri rumah yg tabah n cekal...

masa kecik2 dulu ak duk dengan famliy angkat..
so kalo dalam famliy angkat ak ank bongu dari 7 beradik..
nme ayah ak abdul rahim n name mak ak lak nme sahimah

baru2 nie ayah ak abdul rahim telah kembali ke rahmatullah
pada jam 10.30 malam 24/3/2011..
selang sehari jew dari tarikh arwah emak meninggal
(25/3/2007)
ak rasa sedih sangat..
sbb antara orng yg ak sayang pegi..
ak x nangis...kalo seboleh2nya ak x nangis
sbb ak kuat..
ak dah pegi melawat die pagi 2 n ak rasa sebak sangat melihat keadaan die
sapa x sebak lihat orng yg kte sayang terlantar di perbaringan??
selama nie time kite kecik2 walaupn dah lambat g keja sbb
kita nangis nak naik moto die bawak gak keliling kampung..
time kita kat U die datang tengok kita..
cuba cakap sapa x sedih lihat orng nie

mungkin bagi korng famliy angkat 2 simpel jew
ade x de same jew...bagi ak x
sbb dari kecik hidup ak di isi dgn dieorng so
dah menjadi sebahagian dari hidup ak...

ak sangat menyayangi orng yg bergelar keluarga dalam hidup ak..
sentiasa n selamanya...
kalo sapa2 x suke dgn pendirian ak nie...
harap maaf pikiran anda akan dipertimbangkan..

nie die bdk nakal...hahaha~ adik lah katakn..

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Monday, March 21, 2011

wOw!!! BIG MAMA IS IN THE HOUSE

yesterday was a great day..
I've a lot of fun
thanks to syahidah(Dot)
for hangout with me
and spent her money on me..
next time when we hangout the
trip is on me k beb.......

we went to Bahau 2 watch movie

BIG MAMA'S :like Father Like Son
it was a extrem fantastic movie actualy...
u guyz must see this movie...

the best part was the ost song 
when brandon t jackson sing with jessica lucas..
i give a melt down 2 me when i herad they sing...
they have a wounderful voice...

I suggest u guyz see that movie...

p/s:wanted 2 see hikayat merong maawangsa next..
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Thursday, March 10, 2011

if u can see..whats write in my heart

if ak ckp ko dah berubah leh x??
mesti ko ckp mne ade ko berubhkn...
ak jew nmpk ko lain sbb kte dah lme x jumpe..
urmm itu mungkin betol..
tpi ak dah kenl ko lme...

ko pun ckp bnde yg same pasal ak kn...
n ak tahu ade bnde ak dah brubah..
baik jahat 2 ko jew yg nmpak kn..
tpi ak tetap ak
walaupn de lah sikit ak dh lain
tpi mcm mne ko kenal ak dulu
ak tetap mcm 2 sekarang....
x de kurang tpi ade yg btambah..

wey2...
ak nk ckp nie...
walaupun kita semua b jauhan...
x bemakna ak dah lupekn korng
walaupn kita dah lame x jumpe
x bemakna ak dah x sayang kat korng..
walaupun kita semua dah x sehaluan
x bermakna kita x lgi berkawan

korng ingat x janji kite...
mungkin ko ckp
"ye ke ko ade janji dgn ak..."
sedar  x sedar cuba kita imbas
kembali sepnjang kita semua bersama..
kita penah ckp kita
akan berjaya bersama2..
itu lah jaji kita sebenarnya...
sedar2 x sedar bnde 2 kita ungkapkn..
urm...

wey2..
ak tahu ko pandai jage diri
ak harap sangat2 ko leh bawak diri..
sbb kali nie ak betol2 dah x leh jage korng..
sbb kali nie ak betol2 dah x leh derada lgi
kat sisi korng..

korng tahu kan ak sayang kat korng sangat2..
ak pun rindu kat korng sangat2...
ak pun nk sangat jumpe korng...


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Tuesday, March 8, 2011

ok2!! i'm trying...not giveing up with a broken heart

this morning sleep at 4.30 a.m in the morning
ask all of myfriend wake me up at 6.30 a.m
they have try..but i'm so tierd untill
 i didn't hear my fon rang...
hurm...
that another friend of my knock on my door continuesly
because my roomate have a class at 8.00
at 7.30 a.m i a wake but in an unconsis moment..
keep studying OC...
but i fall a sleep then i open my eyes again then i fall a sleep again
untill 8.30..i go n take abath n continue my study..
at 10 a.m my class will start soon...
so adious~
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starting my revision???..( cukup2 lah sedar2 diri 2)

the clock shows it's 4.15a.m in the morning here... my class start from 10a.m to 6p.m.. it's a full scheduel but i'm still awake with all of my OC books...it will be a hard day tomorrow... pray 4 me and wish me luck tommorow guyz...hope that i can survive because tomorrow will start another chapter of mylife.... 


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Saturday, March 5, 2011

-[hati berdarah]-

hahaha~
wat pertama kali ak kecewa pada semester nie..
bukan putus cinta
or bergaduh dgn balak
 sampai hati ak berdarah
tetepi
apabila melihat result test 1 ak
ak gagal...
ak sangat kecewa dgn diri ak sendiri...
hurm...
ak akn cuba wat yg terbaik
lgi masa test 2 nie...
tunggu lah..
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Wednesday, March 2, 2011

..Trouble..

urmm..
its thru that today is a bad day
not just 4me
it include all of my friend
huhuhu~
my presentation suck..
shit that presentation..
so that u know...
every body will bleame each other
for this..
that will be comfirm
grow up lah...
how about blame it urselve...
its all ur own fault...
*****a**

hurmm
i just want to go home...
all the burdent fall on my shoulder
i fell that i'm gassping for air this week..
theres no work just
i;m not myself this
couple of week...

mom i hate 2 say this...
can i just leave this place??
its hurting me badly
all the thing that i do
all the thing that i say
all the thing that i think
it not all add up with mylife now...

its complicated.....


 p/s:see urselve first lah beb come on lah
dont blame people if u didint realise it urselve...
**u*** *ss


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