Do you know why people started smoking and doing weed??? I just give you the hint...
As long as we live we are learning so as long as that happen we are student. Every sweat, tears and blood spill along the journey make us strong. Sometime we are stuck in the past n could find the way to the best future. Be different they said.We won't judge you they said.Listen to your heart they said.THEY lied. Just please don't give up. Ended a life doesn't solve anything. If you need someone i will b there i promise, i won't judge because i know the feel when we are lost.
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
Life is short when we started to grow up... we started to making serious decision and always wonder is it either the right or the wrong choice... one of the things I have learned if you don't do it at all or if its the wrong one it will be the regretes thing to do..because you knew it was your desicion to do it not others... if you know I'm not in the right state of in good condition at all now and you said I should have someone in my life and need help... so I was asking you a simple question and the answer was subjective I couldn't judge your answer because that's what we are "individuals"... when I started to answer my you started to state your opinions before you hear me out... how could I need someone but you teach me that they would be no one will help you and never accept me who "am I" either if its you friends n family... that's kills me the most.. the pain is getting worst
Saturday, December 14, 2013
so i was thinking.... at first i thought the things i wanted is the thing i want but then, since I start to grew up something come up fill in every empty slot and spot in my puzzle life.. it just seems that a part of heart and desire for it become more confusing and i cant think what's right at the moment...what i wanted to be and do... because there is no time just to said "LET’S JUST FOLLOW THE FLOW" anymore
Saturday, July 20, 2013
Too many scars too little time to heal.
I can feel the blood dripping in vain from my vein.
A little pain takes every stress away.
The tear's starting to fade away.
A smile appear to the world as a display.
What a good play.
Hey WORLD,
Could you see the blood from the scars that never heal,
or
Just a kid growing with a big glowing smile on her face each day
but secretly in deeply pain..
Friday, July 5, 2013
"Freedoms?? define it" a kid ask...
"freedom is where your heart's desire to be free from anything that attach you to something that makes u feel like u are trap in a cage...your hand is tight and you are struggling to breath in a crap place.. is that what u feel kid?"
so i ask "define free"
"free is to live without boundaries.. feel happy to do anything without thinking any consequences..just live it and do every thing"
i just smile smirk at that kid answer...then she was like clueless to see my expression
"no u just answer perfectly..i was thinking how would u react if i say something"
"just hit me"
"okay..if u desire freedom that way 50/50 chances u will b happy...every freedom has it price actually...u demand free but u are not willing to pay the consequences... u will b happy but at the end u will still end up feeling something missing n empty... u will broke every law just that u can pursuits any freedom in the world and do more and more stupid things.... but if u put a little at least a little boundaries in between everything in god willing the happiness will come to u on its own...without u knowing actually u are free...firstly only rule are meant to be broke not the law secondly at least ties ur heart to something i meant everything at least try a little i know it's hard eventually u will be a bit mature in define FREEDOM"
the kid silence for a while
the kid just smile clueless..but in her heart she was happy n something just hits her a little...its not how the way u react but how do u react to some people...we are difference u must know how to counter it with some people..u have the chance to let them change their mind and way of life :).....