Monday, December 30, 2013

Do you know why people started smoking and doing weed??? I just give you the hint...


choice to choose

Friday, December 27, 2013

I used to say I need no one... but now I do...


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Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Realised

Life is short when we started to grow up... we started to making serious decision and always wonder is it either the right or the wrong choice... one of the things I have learned if you don't do it at all or if its the wrong one it will be the regretes thing to do..because you knew it was your desicion to do it not others... if you know I'm not in the right state of in good condition at all now and you said I should have someone in my life and need help... so I was asking you a simple question and the answer was subjective I couldn't judge your answer because that's what we are "individuals"... when I started to answer my you started to state your opinions before you hear me out... how could I need someone  but you teach me that they would be no one will help you and never accept me who "am I" either if its you friends n family... that's kills me the most.. the pain is getting worst


choice to choose

Saturday, December 14, 2013

a piece of everything

young is a past tense...maturity is subjective...hate and love is an option... anger is the outcome...silence was the best second answer.. leaves and quit is the final answer..stay is a question...avoiding is a long run...care hurts.. ignorance kills.. forgives were a choice..being fine and strong is always the answer...help is always needed not wanted...money changes people...its easy to put blame on others..deceiving lie and cheating is common...the truth was always hard...responsibility was never a choice...time heal and learn...regret stole a life...curiosity is an adventure..friends is not a fruit in a basket..people can't be fix because they are not broken.. stress is a feeling..depress is a condition..ME because of you... ended you tell me what...
choice to choose

young is a past tense



so i was thinking.... at first i thought the things i wanted is the thing i want but then, since I start to grew up something come up fill in every empty slot and spot in my puzzle life.. it just seems that a part of heart and desire for it become more confusing and i cant think what's right at the moment...what i wanted to be and do... because there is no time just to said "LET’S JUST FOLLOW THE FLOW" anymore
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Saturday, July 20, 2013

Hey World, could you see

The heart ache starting to grow in endlessly pain.
Too many scars too little time to heal.
I can feel the blood dripping in vain from my vein.
A little pain takes every stress away.
The tear's starting to fade away.
A smile appear to the world as a display.
What a good play.
Hey WORLD,
Could you see the blood from the scars that never heal,
or
Just a kid growing with a big glowing smile on her face each day
but secretly in deeply pain..
choice to choose

Friday, July 5, 2013

DEFINE FREEDOM

some people are lost when they are trying to grow up...be the person who could guide not to judge....don't give up because sometimes it's the last thing on their mind to do...

"Freedoms?? define it" a kid ask...
"freedom is where your heart's desire to be free from anything that attach you to something that makes u feel like u are trap in a cage...your hand is tight and you are struggling to breath in a crap place..  is that what u feel kid?"

so i ask "define free"

"free is to live without boundaries.. feel happy to do anything without thinking any consequences..just live it and do every thing"

i just smile smirk at that kid answer...then she was like clueless to see my expression

" why do u just smile did i said something wrong"
"no u just answer perfectly..i was thinking how would u react if i say something"
"just hit me"
"okay..if u desire freedom that way 50/50 chances u will b happy...every freedom has it price actually...u demand free but u are not willing to pay the consequences... u will b happy but at the end u will still end up feeling something missing n empty... u will broke every law just that u can pursuits any freedom in the world and do more and more stupid things.... but if u put a little at least a little boundaries in between everything in god willing the happiness will come to u on its own...without u knowing actually u are free...firstly only rule are meant to be broke not the law secondly at least ties ur heart to something i meant everything at least try a little i know it's hard eventually u will be a bit mature in define FREEDOM"

the kid silence for a while
i just smile "hey kid. Eventually, in the end u will understand what i'm trying to say but now i know u will not accept what ever damn thing I'm try to explain it to u ( just a simple smile from my face)..so lets make a deal if u desire to find freedom and it involve something stupid and reckless call me first...i will be there on your side and do it with u"

the kid just smile clueless..but in her heart she was happy n something just hits her a little...its not how the way u react but how do u react to some people...we are difference u must know how to counter it with some people..u have the chance to let them change their mind and way of life :).....

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Thursday, May 30, 2013

Every time something good happens in my life, something bad happens. And They all end up leaving.
...we all let things in our past dictate our lives. It's not easy sometimes but we have to find a way to get past them.
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Tuesday, January 1, 2013

"berapa ramai manusia yg masih hidup dalam kelalaian sedangkan kain kafannya sedang ditenun."
-imam asy syafi'e-

Semoga thn 2013 mnjd thn yg lebih baik dr thn sblmnya..aamiin

betol kh kalo kita masih fikirkn NYA walaupn kita masih melakukan kesilapan maknanya dia syg kat kita??
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